AITA - Am I the Asshole

AITA - Am I the asshole?
MC deals with depression, PTSD (childhood trauma), and various other personality disorders. His depression got so bad that he tried to take his own life a few years ago. His wife found him after he overdosed on his medication. She was so shocked and hurt by the MC's action that she set strict boundaries for him. At this point, they are separated. They have a girl and a boy together. Will there ever be some reconciliation, or what will be our MC's path? (The default name will be Marc, but it can be changed)

Upside for everyone! I will not charge for the game. It will be free to play.
If you do like it and would like to tip me, that is fine and I do appreciate it, but you don't have to.

Lot's has changed in a month and a half. 
For those not on my Discord, I have bought a new PC with a 3060 RTX with 12gb VRAM. So my workflow will be better and I hope faster. 
If you did play and didn't like the renders, I can tell you, me neither looking back. 
At some point I might make a redo of the first two days but first I want to move on with the next few updates before I think about that.