Long time no update

I know it has been silent on my part since the update and fixes and all. Before I start, for those not aware I want to give a little background information. 

I started AITA as a mirror image to myself. So when you see MC, you see me. Of course not in every aspect but in the mental health aspect and yes even the flashback from last update. That was me. I started writing AITA when it seemed that my marriage would go down the drain because of what happened. We are as of this moment still together and trying to fix what seemed to be broken. My attempt at taking my own life has been on October 2nd last year. I was hospitalized for a good 3 1/2 month and been back home since January 12th. I have been diagnosed with PTSS and depression since then. 
The depression was not new, I have been suffering from that for 4 years and it seemed to have been settled in and I started to live with it. Prior to the attempt I've been in the darkest place of my life not knowing if I could ever recover from it. I don't remember the day of October 2nd or the days after that. I took loads of meds and I seem to have washed it down with alcohol. Luckily (I can say that now) I haven't taken more, otherwise well... I wouldn't be sitting here. So much for a recap of what has happened. 
Now I started a new therapy last month that does focus on my traumas. I have had the tendency to hide them and burry 'em deep down inside which I do not recommend. 
But that aside... facing your demons after all this time... sucks ass. For some reason I couldn't open a render for AITA because looking into that mirror hurts quite a lot and I've been doing a lot of commission work lately to distract myself.

I will not abandon AITA! That is for certain. I will pick it up eventually when I can look at that mirror again. In the meantime I will do commission work and/or making short AVNs that I've planned for some time now. 
Hell, I might even start a different game that is 'easier' for me to work with... since I do have a new OG title in my head. 
But for now I am laying low with AITA.  
Thank you for understanding and your support. 
If you struggle with mental health yourself, don't burry it, talk to people you trust! You're worth it and you're NOT alone even if you can't feel it at that dark moment.  
That was it for now,... 
I'll keep you posted with what I'll do next.  

Moony out! 
Cheers